मैं जो तुमसे कहना चाहती हूं भाग 2

कभी कभी ऑफिस में गड़बड़ हो जाती है पर मैं संभाल लेती हुँ। अब तो ऑफिस में भी दोस्त बन गए हैं जो मेरी मदद कर सकते हैं।

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प्रिय दोस्त,
तो कैसे हो तुम । मुझे माफ करना मुझे ऐसे ओपन लेटर नहीं लिखना चाहिए। पर असल में मैं यह लेटर सिर्फ तुम्हें नहीं लिख रही ।तुम्हारे जरिए अपनी भावनाओं को पूरी दुनिया को किसी न किसी तरीके से बताना चाहती हुँ। किसी को भी अपनी निजी जिंदगी के बारे में कभी इस तरह नहीं कहना चाहिए। पर यह तो सिर्फ एक लेख है जिसमें मुझ जैसे व्यक्ति अपनी भावनाओं को कहानियों और लेखों के जरिए जाहिर करते हैं। इसलिए मैं तुम्हें एक ओपन पत्र लिख रही हूँ। ताकि इस लेटर के जरिए मेरी कुछ बातें दुनिया वालों तक पहुँच सके। पिछले दिनों से मैंने बहुत कुछ जाना ।और आज मेरी सोच ऐसी है, की अब मुझे लोगों को देखकर डर नहीं लगता । please click link below👇 for more reading… It is link to original blog post.

https://liferebooting.blogspot.in/2018/03/2_15.html

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Desperate in love

I am 20+ and many of us by this age have relationship stuff, commitments and lots of you may you know

Hi, dear readers …. 



I am preoccupied by love….. Yap … this is how it is.


And it’s a long story …. Which starts many years back… but here at this post I will be discussing how to overcome the feeling of love.😛
I am 20+ and many of us by this age have relationship stuff, commitments and lots of you  you know… sex XOXon…😝💏 oops don’t go so deep.
But  I am particular focusing about is -“how it is to be a single woman.”

Soon after the college when I graduated my main aim was to get job… and become self independent. Which to irony in Indian society … because you know it’s like another version of dowry demand.

I got job but I lost many things …( which i am not going to mention).

For more please click link below 👇

https://liferebooting.blogspot.in/2018/01/desperate-for-love-relationship-love.html

Love Remorse feeling(part-2)

Dedicated to ‘V’
I am struggling from my own feelings….. How do you feel when you are going do something wrong…. Do you feel selfish?
When I am thinking about it … trust me if you were here you could see me crying .
The reason behind my crying is that I am confused about my feelings…
A few years back, I have been friend to a person whom I met through Facebook…. Yes, the popular internet social media site. After meeting in real (face –to face) we became good friends and even started dating.
We had lot of fun that time…. (You know pangs of new relationship) chatting day and night… having all kind of idiot things. But we could never go further than that.(XXX). Because of my fear of break up and emotional attachment, etc. and now my fear is getting true…. We are getting apart.

There is silence between us…. Like we have bottle up our emotions and waiting for something.
There is no reason I could explain…. It just like we have lost interest in each other and got busy in our career making path.
I am already much stressed out with my previous one sided attraction/ love …. And I know this one is totally getting bad on me…
Yes, I am confused….

PS: – I am much scared of broken feelings……. You know when you love somebody, you expect them to love you back ….. And when you realize that they can’t love you back ….. Yes, it hurts.
Sometimes I feel rather than depending on any relationship to be happy … I would stay single and remain happy without it.