मैं जो तुमसे कहना चाहती हूं भाग 2

कभी कभी ऑफिस में गड़बड़ हो जाती है पर मैं संभाल लेती हुँ। अब तो ऑफिस में भी दोस्त बन गए हैं जो मेरी मदद कर सकते हैं।

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प्रिय दोस्त,
तो कैसे हो तुम । मुझे माफ करना मुझे ऐसे ओपन लेटर नहीं लिखना चाहिए। पर असल में मैं यह लेटर सिर्फ तुम्हें नहीं लिख रही ।तुम्हारे जरिए अपनी भावनाओं को पूरी दुनिया को किसी न किसी तरीके से बताना चाहती हुँ। किसी को भी अपनी निजी जिंदगी के बारे में कभी इस तरह नहीं कहना चाहिए। पर यह तो सिर्फ एक लेख है जिसमें मुझ जैसे व्यक्ति अपनी भावनाओं को कहानियों और लेखों के जरिए जाहिर करते हैं। इसलिए मैं तुम्हें एक ओपन पत्र लिख रही हूँ। ताकि इस लेटर के जरिए मेरी कुछ बातें दुनिया वालों तक पहुँच सके। पिछले दिनों से मैंने बहुत कुछ जाना ।और आज मेरी सोच ऐसी है, की अब मुझे लोगों को देखकर डर नहीं लगता । please click link below👇 for more reading… It is link to original blog post.

https://liferebooting.blogspot.in/2018/03/2_15.html

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“Surprise Shopping and Sacrasm on Bra size😂”

displaying woman lingerie  is really nonsense to some people… But it’s actually open minded people will understand.

This is a very funny incident and I can’t stop myself writing about it because it’s a thing which mostly happens with women’s . Specialy I am talking about household semi-urban aunties and Indian desi girls.😁😁😁

So it was Sunday and I have planned for supply shopping.

For me supply shopping is monthly sanitary Pads and undergarments…

When you are single woman you don’t know what you will ever find and need..

So, first I thought let not go alone and ask someone to come along…the basic thinking…I called my long lost friend P ….but she didn’t pick up my call. She actually missed the adventure.

Then I message an old buddy -A, who was out of city…so she can’t come along too. I decided to go on my own…

You know to buy women things are really treasure discovery …and it’s like jumping in ocean. Which is called women’s shopping .

I bought monthly supply from supermarket…and then I went to open market just to see if I could buy any cheap price …but treasury items. Yes, we desi girls have this type of ideas a lot and I really discovered something…

I usually buy women lingerie from proper shop…or somewhere where a seller is woman and could suggest about sizes and things.

This is basic habit of every aunties and daughter.. if you ever ask me.

But this time I was experimenting and went to a open market place where they literally hang all lingeries in display….and I saw a cute nice Bra …and there various versions..

Yes women’s have fancy choices regarding undergarments too…

But thing was….tag details was all in Chinese…yes even the price. I was like what …. this cute thing is made in China.😂😂😂😁

Now I asked about the size…and the male seller was like saying- “size pe mat jawo” .

Yes ! This were the exact words.Don’t read the size they are actually made in Chinese… so measurements are different. I actually read 34/75.

The Bra Size I usually buy is 32/80…I was confused and I don’t want to give up…

yes I am that kind of person…if I like something I would definitely go for it whether it fit me or not.

I picked the Bra and said “acha thick h de do”. (It’s OK give it to me.) And in my mind I was laughing like anything… Because you know what… Size really Matters…

I am Saying this because….

These are actually screenshots of articles every women’s should read to understand why actually size matters… because I can’t explain anyfurther…

PS…. I can’t believe I am actually posting it….yes displaying woman lingerie is really nonsense to some people… But it’s actually open minded people will understand.

Watch “Introduction trailer” on YouTube

video blog

So here’s I am, my first vlog in Hindi. Obviously many of My readers don’t know me so they can read more about mycovertlife in this blog …

#social media experiment

My Dirty 🙊 imagination list./ My Problem list. 

.I am not ashamed of my feelings….but I am always confused. 

I am  a deep thinker….my thoughts have no limits…sometimes it’s goes into such a pit that it’s difficult for me to come out. 

There  are reasons behind these kinds of thoughts…it’s actually because I can’t stop thinking about others.  My thoughts get influenced by the judgemental feeling of those around me.

I don’t want to judge others but when l see the consequences…. I start making predictions which almost/ nearly gets true. It’s one of my power. 

For example: –

  •  1)I made predictions about separation of two  persons (hint)🤔 . They are not happy together.  My judgement was made on basis of their behaviour…and I am feeling guilty as if ;it was I who separated them. 
  • 2) It is about my own sister….you know once she told me. I have no right  to write about her personal life.  And I think it’s right . I should not write ..but the only thing is I care about her….and I can’t see her being dumped once again. 

My own personal life is also a mess.  I have done so many mistakes…”it’s true! I have no right to judge.” But they are just my views…I am not ashamed of my feelings….but I am always confused. That is the reasons I have question Mark ?  expression in my face every time. 

I know ; I have less number of readers…but it would be interesting if any of them could just  share there experiences with me regarding the following questions: –

  1. Have you ever  fall in one-sided love? 💘
  2. If you  never had desire  to be kissed? 💏
  3. Always fall for wrong person.
  4. Have  you been dumped more than twice? 🖓
  5. Feelings cheated by life.👎👎 
  6. Want to kill someone  very badly. 🗡🗡
  7. Your boss never gives you holiday. 📉📆🗒
  8. Your crush loves someone else. 😝🙏
  9. Don’t want to get married. 💝💝
  10. Want to get power to control your life. 
  11. Want to have money without hard work  

Hope some of you comment/inbox/ email  me at- anelife16@gmail.com  

Or Mycovertlife.wordpress 

To help me out. 

PS :- Wishing happy Diwali in advance. 💣💣

 

Being girl

Being girl is never a weakness they should know.

I was walking through the path,
When they saw me,
a girl and weak ,they thought !
They pass some comment ,
I didn’t gave much attention though;

But will this happen everyday,
i don’t think so.
I am not weak ….
Being girl is never a weakness they should know.

New life

New life ,new job

Life is full of surprises ….

Now here is my monthly update… … (March)

Many times we think nothing new is happening ….. And you think life is so boring. But then suddenly everything changes … would you be able to accept those changes?

This is happening with me….

If you have read my blogs earlier  , you might have read that – I was unemployed …. Which means I didn’t have job . But last month I cleared a job interview. And now I am accepted for job…  Yes I am going through my first job jitters. I am very much in confusion about everything….. Well, I am going to join a new place. Become part of new work family. But I am still nervous about it.

I have to face new challenges…… and my biggest challenge is Hindi language. Yes, I can speak it and also write it.  But I am not fluent in it.

The second biggest challenge is accounts…. Yes, I have to work in accounts department  ….. One of my weakest subject or I should say “the subject which hates me ”.

And the third challenge is I am the only female  staff officer … other than sweeper. This means, they (staff members) would not fully understand my problems.

I know things are going to change … and I am going to learn new things. I have to prepare… but I can’t forget how I am. What’s my nature is , I am still that 24 year old pampered  daughter  of my father and mother. I am still that lazy bug of my sister … I am still that crazy idiot girl of my colony. I am still that amateur digital painter. I am me….and how could I change.

Ps: _ I am suddenly feeling so grownup.  I am having some new responsibilities.  But  I am preparing for it.

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