Friend request

How many friend request have you send to your crush?

Did he/she accepted it?

What did you do next….. 

Click this Link(👉Friend Request http://anelife16.blogspot.com/2017/02/friend-request.html) to know more!

Dust on Love Letter

Have ever wrote any letter?
What it feels to read an old love letter.?

यादों की धूल Dust on Love Letter. http://anelife16.blogspot.com/2017/02/dust-of-love-letter.html

UnComplete Love

अधूरी मोह्बत http://anelife16.blogspot.com/2017/01/blog-post.html

‘My Everydaylife ( office life)’

No one knows what will happen with them in a day.  When I wake up eververy morning I actually don’t   feel like ….You know what I feel like ?  I feel like -” I have to fight for survival.” 

  • I never thought my life as trainee accountant will be so tough.
  • Sometimes i feel like i should giveup. Its not that i don’t trust God . Actually I don’t trust people .. I feel my everyday is war… 
  • Most of the time my Boss is pissed with me. I am trying very hard,but sometimes i feel why me?  I don’t deserve this. But then i realize its just a practice and soon i will get used to it. 
  • It’s  good  sometimes ,when you work under a moody   boss.They make You think for quick solutions to your problems.
  • When you are totally surrounded with people who try to  influence you,then you must become tough..like Walnut. 
  • People will try to judge you.. (Remember you cannot make everyone happy)
  • Some will think of you as doormat  , but have patience !. You know your days will come soon.. And if they cross the limit you show them who you are. 


Actually these are my survival policies. Sometimes i don’t even bother about -‘how people treat me’. Because i don’t even listen to them properly ,unless something matters to me. But sometimes i have to ask for help…You know  there are alway some good people around you who cares for your being…(I am thankful to you sir, for being there and backing me up.) 🙂

Ps:- these survival policies  are general..

Clothes with Good memories

I am not a girl / woman who had lots of privileges during her childhood.But yes ! whatever it was ,it have lots of good memories. 

Today was my work off , and I was home with my family. When you grow up   ,you can’t escape from responsibilities. Well , I am still youngest member in my family but ,I have my part of responsibilities. I do little bit household work and in Indian culture being Girl ,and knowing household work is mandatory . (I rebel sometimes) but i have to do my personal work like arranging wardrobe.

My mother asked me to do it in morning , because  I was feeling lazy , I thought to do it in  afternoon  before she knocked my room door .

I put out all my clothes on my bed so that I could arrange them in systematic order( old and new ). 

I didnt knew I was arranging bundle of memories ….From the time of innocence to time of being responsible. From being teen to a woman. I was time traveling.

Every Shirt, skirt, pants and dress I have wore had so many memories.  My first date , first crush , picnic , birthdays ,family and friends,love life . I cherished everything in that one moment.

For a time I was stuck in that time. I wished I could wear them and travel to the time when those things happened.

But the reality was bitter , I have to keep them aside . 

I closed my wardrobe and sat thinking about it . May be new clothes will bring new memories.

Ending 2016 and end of innocence

Another year ending…. With lot of memories . Some are good and some just make you cry. I never thought this year will end like this…

How should I describe…. A totally turning point of my life . It just that things have changed so much in a single year… I can’t turn back. Being strong is only option. A bigger challenge!

Let’s count changed things

  • I have too leave my hobby of animation.
  • I have no trustworthy friend ( still not sure).
  • I have to be responsible for my deeds. (No kidding ).
  • I am single for Sure .(Because my boyfriend doesn’t even know I am his girlfriend)😛😛
  • No more grudge ( sab ko maaf kiya), even though I still wonder how I can kill them.
  • Holding a respective position in office,but still lost in some way.( I still dont like my job).
  • I am not same any more ,living life full of solitude .

Just thinking what else now… When I know …what I want…. From life.

Peace in heart and life . 

Just thinking  if I will get married next year (Ha Ha😁😁 still kidding ! 

Kiss under misletoe

why this idiot boy don’t understand ?” .

Christmas night Short love story(in hindi) 

(for हिंदी  रीडर click the लिंक)

Everyone were Dancing and Singing with happiness. It was Chirstmas night.

They both were dancing hand in hand , matching beat to beat. And Suddenly a romantic song started playing , thus they separated themselves from dance floor. GIRL moved to a corner and sat on a chair, BOY moved and stand beside her. GIRL asked BOY to come closer with help of indication. As the boy bend closer and put his ear near girl face so that he could hear her , She said ” I love you” and very lightly her lips touched his cheek . The Boy said “I think I am getting more mad after dancing.”As if he didn’t heard what she said  and he moved to dance floor once again.

The Girl saw him moving in dance floor and thought “why this idiot boy don’t understand ?” . And she too moved after him in dance floor.

Some day I will be Married

It’s Marriage Season everywhere in India

Marriage

and I am…

I should tell whole story first from my point of view…. (Obviously I don’t know his )

On 8-11-16 morning… I asked him will he marry me? (This was the question running in my mind from so many days…. ) I thought  he would say yes! (May be not in serious way but …to make me sure and satisfied for a while ) because I was not chatting with him properly and there were some of my reasons… But you know what ! I didn’t knew it was a changing day of my life.

Til 8 pm he didn’t reply…. And suddenly PM Modi announced demonetization of 1000rs  and 500rs note …… It was big news all over India. I thought may be because of this news he is not answering…

I waited whole month…..

I didn’t even called him (my Ego….yes ! I have a big one.)

 This time I wanted to see it… Whether he is really interested in me.. Or just faking around.

And you know..then  I lost my patience ,I don’t even bother now … Because he didn’t replied till now… 

I have seen many heart breaks … But this one was like …without any noise!

Its December month and hearing news of your batch mate marriage … Make me think have I become eligible for marriage…

Yes!, it just feel like I am left behind… But I am not ready yet… (With this broken heart… No! Not now..)

I will be married…. In future , some way happy. May be with someone who would accept me with my defaults.

But  for now enjoy who you are!, How you are! 



Escaping the reality

Many times I have thought about life. And whenever I think too deeply about life…. I am actually disappointed!

I got three days holiday this week….. I was happy that for three days ,I won’t be  thinking about my boring burden work….

I decided I will do what gives me happiness…..

People get happiness in doing their favourite things… Meeting their friends and eating good food! (Actually this what people usually do.)

But if you ask about my favourite things …I will say…. I want to Sleep…I want to spend my day doing nothing…. I want to spend my day seeing movies …with good stories. And eat food what ever I could easily get.

You may think I am bore or very lazy person…. But it’s not like that .Actually I am tired of my reality…. In these 6 months I have seen many changes…

I have seen how people change, situation and feelings change…. All these things happened after I got job…

A very boring,but responsible job.

I have left with very less choice… I mean when I was job less , I spend my time with friends, reading books and preparing my self for job.

After getting job… I am not in touch with my friends….no time for hobbies… And I am always  tensed… Like what would happen….. I am worried about consequences…. I actually hate my job…. I am  doing it to support my family.

I am totally single….. Because I am confused with my relationship status….

The person i am dating,( for whom I should have feelings)….. I don’t have feelings ..for him sometimes!

I used  to have crush on someone else from my teen times and I still  feel those jitters…till now.

I don’t want to be in love anymore….. But I love idea of getting married…Every thing about marriage.. Except that I am not mature enough to handle anything.

I have no person to advise me…..( And I am afraid I have to goto office…. Because it’s my last of holiday. This is the only feeling I get every Monday)

PS: I never choose this way of living… But I choose hard work.

You know nothing is simple….. (Post edited on 14-11-16)


What if I have never met him?

While going through different posts and quotes I came across this pic… And lines on which I am stuck !  The person who change your life…. Or in other words who was turning point.

I started thinking about my life…. “. 

What if I have never met him?

 What if I never had crush on him?

What if my heart was never broken?

What if I never Stuck in any rebound relationship?

I started thinking about all my life these year’s……

And I don’t know…. If I could …..

PS:- What ever happening with us …..it is for some reason.

But we always ….thought what if? I have never met him…/her…,