Recovering from breakup and anxiety.

Yes , i am woman who is passionate about love … but who still want take things slowly…
yes , i am woman who have desire both physical and emotional . i am screwed and i act bad ass sometimes.
But I am bold, I am strong and I know I would survive without love.


Dear readers,

Do you felt like your life is getting into too much mess? You want to cry loudly…. Shout out for help … but you don’t want to feel embarrass. Currently I am going through a lot of mental break down. I have started talking to myself too much… (May be this some kind of depression)… sometimes I laugh at myself for silly reasons …i just feeling embarrass when I am typing this. I know people have bad habit of judging you.gir sad

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The rose inside the book.

As she was packing her bags, she realizes that she was missing something very intensely.

Anu was going to  return her home. Today was her last day of stay at her uncle’s house.

She never knew that, this holiday vacation would become so special for her. She actually started liking this place and friends. She made so many new friends during Holidays.

As she was packing her bags, she realizes that she was missing something very intensely.

All her new friends have visited her and they promised her to come and visit her in Bhopal. She almost cried when they said –“we will miss you, Anu.” But the most dreadful feeling was getting parted from Sanjay . He lives next door from her uncle’s house. He was the first friend she actually made during her vacations.

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Desperate in love

I am 20+ and many of us by this age have relationship stuff, commitments and lots of you may you know

Hi, dear readers …. 

I am preoccupied by love….. Yap … this is how it is.

And it’s a long story …. Which starts many years back… but here at this post I will be discussing how to overcome the feeling of love.😛
I am 20+ and many of us by this age have relationship stuff, commitments and lots of you  you know… sex XOXon…😝💏 oops don’t go so deep.
But  I am particular focusing about is -“how it is to be a single woman.”

Soon after the college when I graduated my main aim was to get job… and become self independent. Which to irony in Indian society … because you know it’s like another version of dowry demand.

I got job but I lost many things …( which i am not going to mention).

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new blog

hey  readers , as i have mentioned earlier  that i am going to link my new blog .  click  the above link . read my new blog.

ps …its still underproduction, i hope  i will improve as i have thought.

Love should be real 

It shows your commitment…and that’s why I don’t trust you. 

A lot of times I wonder…will it matters to you.  Or how important I am in your life….I have accepted that it’s doesn’t matter how  much time we spend together. We are simply trying something to find in each other. 

Last time we spend  a little time together…you know it could be more of us together…if you haven’t went to play cricket…because I asked you in advance about your schedule. 
It shows your commitment…and that’s why I don’t trust you. please click here to read more 


Recently I was very much busy……in fact I am still busy .but as I was craving of  with something; I thought …I should write it … its actually one of my PMS symptoms you know..

Ok ….. It’s about men’s   all around me…

As you know last month was my birthday…most people around me didn’t even remember because they all depend on Face -book birthday alert…which I still hate…. I don’t know!  “How do people use to remember birthdays before FB came in existences.?”

I was disappointed by my friends…Specially some closed once  ,because I expected something from them. Even my boyfriend had no idea that it was my birthday. So ,I have to  punish him….  I didn’t talk to him for two weeks and basically ignored him.

I know, he didn’t got any hint …what’s  into me…or what is going on…so I just said “its September month!” …and then it strike him -what the reasons!   He said “I am sorry, I complete forgot”. I said “Ok, and ask him some time for me  . “

So, in last week what I did was visited him in  his place ….I talked with him for hours and I was satisfied… it was the thing I always  wanted to do … the best part was-  I saw his room …. I shared blanket with him…I clicked his unwashed face and captured some funny moments.

I don’t know whether he understands my feelings for him or not … but I actually love him for that very moment…although for short time…but I could have kissed him… I was enjoying that feeling of shyness.

After few hours I have to leave  … but I asked him next time I want a proper date…

So ,this is  how  finally I satisfied my birthday wish.

Next day was normal…everything went well…

There were some new fresher in my work place…all of them are men…It is nothing new for me…because I am only woman in office , I have got used to it…the  only problem is that they have not got used  to me…. I hate constant staring …. Like; I am monkey in a zoo. Yes, for them it might be difficult to accept that I am only woman officer other than maid/peon who dozes off in her chair.

I know after a year they will get use to me…if they want to  stay here longer.

So, everything went normal for two weeks… until first week of October …all stress and little bit miss understandings…

About…one thing was…I was missing someone very constantly  …I use to visit his profile very often…see all his likes/ unlike s…even traced out his recent dating stories…..(yes I am talking about my crush/friend)   things between us are sorted out … I just wanted to know -‘how he is doing…maybe he had find some person…yap still tab in’ .

The only thing which…matters for me…is I am happy…satisfied…and tired at same time…

PS :- I don’t know how I should talk with men’s around me … or how I should change their views…I am doing ,what can do…and that’s all.

प्यार कुछ मेरी नजर से 

जिन्हें गलती करने पर  घर पर छपल  और लाते मिली होगी

  •  मैं  ये  लेख हिंदी  भाषा  में  इसलिए लिख रही हूँ ताकि  मेरी बात सबको समझ आए ।

आज कुछ हुआ जो मुझे प्यार की सही परिभाषा को याद दिलाया।/
तो मैंने सोचा कि क्यों नहीं इस बकवास को  सभी के साथ साझा करू।

मेरे विचार में प्यार में कोई बुराई नहीं ।पर किसी के प्यार  में पड़ना  एक बवकूफी हैं । काफी लोग ये गलती करते हैं । 

 मैंने भी यह गलती की ।।।😁😁

पर समझदार वो  है; जो अपनी  और दुसरो की गलती से  सबक  ले। ‘जवानी ‘ ,एक ऐसा समय है ;जब प्यार जैसी गलती मामूली सी बात है । पर जवानी ,ही ऐसा समय जब  एक गलती जिंदगी भर का सबक बन जाती हैं । 

मैंने  एक समय देखा; जब मैं,  एकतरफा प्यार में पड़कर बिखर चुकी थी । उस समय मैंने बहुत गलत फैसले  लिए । पर  इसे पहले मैं अपने भविष्य का सर्वनाश करती, मेरे बड़ों के आशीर्वाद के कारण मैं सम्भल  गई

अब बड़ों का आशीर्वाद का मतलब मैं क्या बताऊ?  वो काफी समझदार लोग समझ ही गए होंगे- जिन्हें गलती करने पर  घर पर छपल  और लाते मिली होगी ।😂😂😂

जी हाँ मुझे भी मेरी माँ ने ऐसे लतड़ा 

आज भी जब मैं प्यार जैसे शब्द के बारे में  सोचती हूँ, मुझे माँ का प्यार ही पहले याद आता है । फिर सच्चाई तो यह है की प्यार सही समय पर सही  इंसान के साथ बहुत किश्मत वालों को ही होता है ।

प्यार तो  आजकल मिनटों में किसी से भी हो जाता है ।पर यह प्यार ,इतनी मुश्किलों को अपने साथ लेकर आता है; कि कोई इसे करने से पहले दस बार सोच ले।

किसी व्यक्ति से हमें प्यार विभिन्न प्रकार से हो सकता हैं । :-

  1. एकतरफा  प्यार ।
  2.  छुपारूतम प्यार।
  3. डरपोक वाला प्यार  ।
  4. खुलेआम वाला प्यार ।
  5. टाइम पास वाला  प्यार ।
  6. सच्चा वाला  प्यार ।
  • एकतरफा  प्यार । आज भी कितने लोग  इस  मोह में फंसे हुए है । कुछ तो समझ  जाते हैं  और  कुछ तो समझते ही नहीं । दिल के बार बार टुकड़े होते हैं  पर फिर  भी ये लगे रहते हैं ।
  • छुपारूतम प्यार। इसमें  दोनों ही ओर  आकर्षण होता है ।सब समझ भी होती हैं ,लेकिन सब कुछ छुपा कर करना पड़ता हैं । जमाने की नजरों से बचना होता है ।  हालात के साथ ;ये कभी भी बदल सकता हैं ।
  • डरपोक वाला । ये वाला प्यार तो छुपारूतम प्यार के जैसे ही होता है ।बस फर्क इतना है कि ये कभी  आगे नहीं  बढ़ सकता है । डर के कारण ये प्यार खामोश हो जाता है ।
  • खुलेआम वाला। ये वाला प्यार तो छुपारूतम प्यार के बिलकुल  उलट है । जहाँ  छुपारूतम  प्यार में  सब छुपा करते है । इस मे सब खुलेआम होता है । हर social media sites  में अपने प्यार को दिखाया जाता है । रिश्तेदारों की मंजूरी की भी जरूरत नहीं होती ।
  • टाइम पास वाला। ये वाला प्यार  बड़ा ही निकम्मा प्यार होता है । जिस व्यक्ति के पास करने के लिए कुछ नहीं होता वही निकम्मा व्यक्ति  दुसरो के दिल के साथ  खेल खेलता है ।
  • सच्चा वाला।ये वाला प्यार तो बहुत किश्मत वालों को ही होता है । कुछ ही सफल व्यक्ति है; जो  इस प्यार के सभी पड़ाव को सफलता से पार कर पाए हैं । इसमें दोनों ही व्यक्तियों को  आपना सब कुछ खोना पड़ता । जिसने ये कर  लिया  ,उसे प्यार में PhD के साथ; स्वर्ग भी  नसीब होता है ।😂😂👏👏❤

P.S. ये सच की प्यार को समझना मुश्किल है । मैं तो बस  अपने  दिमाग के फितुर  को  खतम कर रही हूँ । अगर आप लोगों को कोई दिक्कत हो तो मैं कुछ क्यों करूँ । आप को कौन सा वाला प्यार हुआ; अपने सुझाव दे सकते हैं ।

Without a kiss 

When you are in a relationship ,a kiss is something by which you show your affection for that special person to whom you love . Obviously first you should be sure of that relationship.

When you are in a relationship ,a kiss is something by which you show your affection for that special person to whom you love . Obviously first you should be sure of that relationship.
I am in relationship with  a promise. Which  I  made.
Its my fault…I  could not blame anybody. I am seeing a person from last 5 years and I don’t know why there is no progress. Sometimes as woman I want more from this relationship but as I am still not sure about it. I can’t go any further…. 

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CURRENT STATUS “Thoughts about marriage.”

It’s said “never run back to what broke you.”
But also “never forget what made you strong.” And I know in my heart…what it was….

After being defeated by love….I simply believe marriage is separate from love.

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Drama v/s Reality
तु चाहता किसी को और तूझे चाहता कोई और है ।

Imagine you are Heroine in your own life drama 😂😃😃Drama👈please click this  link to go original site and read full article 😁