Grudge I had.

Are you dead ? Or you are a ghost never leaving my mind.
If you are alive , then please answer my every doubts.
If you are as true as once I have imagined….the never ending love which you claim. Is it still there ?  I want to know.
You made me jealous and let me had the grudge.

I search for feeling that could end it forever;
and never let me have that pain to suffer.
I choose right thing but never properly move on…
I am not happy nor satisfied, but don’t see what wrong.
Loneliness is still ; what you are in , and independence from your thought is  what I need.
I will not be the same again ,


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