New life

New life ,new job

Life is full of surprises ….

Now here is my monthly update… … (March)

Many times we think nothing new is happening ….. And you think life is so boring. But then suddenly everything changes … would you be able to accept those changes?

This is happening with me….

If you have read my blogs earlier  , you might have read that – I was unemployed …. Which means I didn’t have job . But last month I cleared a job interview. And now I am accepted for job…  Yes I am going through my first job jitters. I am very much in confusion about everything….. Well, I am going to join a new place. Become part of new work family. But I am still nervous about it.

I have to face new challenges…… and my biggest challenge is Hindi language. Yes, I can speak it and also write it.  But I am not fluent in it.

The second biggest challenge is accounts…. Yes, I have to work in accounts department  ….. One of my weakest subject or I should say “the subject which hates me ”.

And the third challenge is I am the only female  staff officer … other than sweeper. This means, they (staff members) would not fully understand my problems.

I know things are going to change … and I am going to learn new things. I have to prepare… but I can’t forget how I am. What’s my nature is , I am still that 24 year old pampered  daughter  of my father and mother. I am still that lazy bug of my sister … I am still that crazy idiot girl of my colony. I am still that amateur digital painter. I am me….and how could I change.

Ps: _ I am suddenly feeling so grownup.  I am having some new responsibilities.  But  I am preparing for it.

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Childhood love

Last month (February) went well. I didn’t face any problem except some of the issues of my life which are still unsolved. Things are going as usual …. Which means; there is nothing new going on.

My life is as usual bore and tasteless .  Sometimes so tasteless that even my boyfriend doesn’t show any kind of interest in it… you know it’s not his problem that I am very boring sometimes … the problem is me. And that’s why I don’t talk much about it….

I feel hopeless sometimes because I don’t have job or anything else to do… (🎎 Like getting married or engaged ). Even the fifth grade kid next door has far more interesting love life than I do have.

Yes, fifth grade kid  are having love affairs nowadays. Isn’t it surprising…! They are having so interesting love affair that I am going to write a story on it….(because I don’t  have any other work to do😜)

So, here it is….

I was chilling in veranda of my house, when neighboring kids ( Ashish , Abhisekh and Ankita )   were playing  some kind of board game. It was there exam holidays.  I was not much interested in them until Ankita (older of all kids) asked Abhishek about his girlfriend. Then I wonder how a fifth grade kid is having a girlfriend….. (May be she is his class buddy ….) But they can’t have girlfriend- boy friend relationship.

Ankita – “Abhisekh!  Akansha  such main teri girl friend hai?”(Abhishek h, is Akansha is really your girlfriend?)

Abhisekh-“ha, usne kud mujhe yahi kha ki who mujh se  pyar   karti hai .”(Yes, she herself said to me that she love me.)

Ankita – “tu bhi use pyar   karta   hai kya ?.” (Do you also love her?)

Abhisekh –“ha, karta hu par Ashish bhi use se pyar karta hai .”(Yes, I do but Ashish also loves her.)

While I was listening to this whole conversations I was wondering how kids of fifth /sixth grade  could ever have such love issues where two best friends have fallen for same girl and now fighting for her love.  Ankita who is older of all kid and in eighth grade is solving their love issue.

PS :- The whole conversation between these kids made me wonder how much advance is the coming generation is, by the time they will reach my age I don’t know what will happen.  Secondly, I know love can happen at any age and with anybody .(which remind me of my favorite novel  Flipped ).

If I wanted … I could have written whole conversation between Ankita and Abhisekh , but I didn’t wrote because … it’s like judging them . I too have fallen in love at their age  …..You know how childhood love has lot of memories…sometimes we cry and sometimes we laugh.

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