Sometimes I don’t like to share my story but I know there are many people out in this world who read my story(secretly) and relate themselves with this story. I want to share the reality behind the words we often called as love, passion and feelings etc but they are simply words.The reality behind these words are sometimes different….
Today I will share the story of silence between two persons…… obviously the first person is me and second person is my silent friend. I wanted to remind him how the base of our relation was build and which is all in vain now.
We met through Facebook ….. a social network site, may be that is the reason that now we never talk or chat . OK, I am not saying ..its wrong thing. Everyone meets new people and make friends through Facebook . But we were not like them (at least this is what I thought). You told me I am special to you and i trusted you , i told you all my secrets and insecurities . Although we were from different cities but one day you came to meet me and i saw your face … the real person you. You were lean and decent. I looked in your eyes ….they were yellowish white ( actually you told me that recently you have recovered from jaundice fever.) I still remember how I smiled at you and you were there with me…
Do you remember how we use to go for dating …it was fun. I drive my scooter and you sat behind me. Those times were wonderful and I still cherished them. When we were away, we use to call each others and sometime during night we even had …. ( never to be discussed openly) talks. I know times never returns back, but I miss those calls from you.
We were close ..and some times we were like life-partners , we shared ever problems and secrets . I really miss those connections now.
I don’t want to blame you because I know its not your fault…. long distances , phone bills, internet bills are really are the things to be blamed . Now we both are so busy…..so busy that I never directly call you…. or say ” hello!” . We both are trying to manage our own career and jobs….. Do you think I am giving excuse to you ? may be yes…
I want to be honest ….I want to rebuild those connections again. But are you honest to me….? Did you ever said to me that “I am not happy with this kind of friendship or love or dating system we both are following.”
“NO,NO, NO and Big NO” You never said anything to me… nor in Facebook ,nor in twitter , nor in whats App ,nor in hangout or had a phone call …. or anything ….there was just a dead silent…
PS:- I know, i am quiet bad writer who write about her own personal life …But if you have ever seen me in reality you would never be able to recognize me because ever coin has two face.
We all have one such person in our life who is very important to us. Maybe that person is important because we make them feel important. Sometimes it is necessary for us to remind them, that its relation between us that only matters and not the person itself.